Even I’m feeling so bad
No, it’s more than this, I’m totally bad..
Silly, fool, stupid, strange, bird brain..
Can’t understand those figures..
My brain runs so slowly..
Looks confused with those figure combinations..
Can’t think clearly..
I hate this,
I can’t love subjects I learned
I hate to acknowledge I can’t adapt like others
Furthermore, I’m totally aphatetic..
Just rely on my friends around me..
What I really expected to discuss together even I can’t do better..
I just rely on them..
Accepted what they have done, at least they have done an effort..
But, what I’ve done? I just do nothing..
Can’t contribute anything..
I’m sad with myself..
How poor I am…